Hate-ing

Just a moment ago, i amm stressing again...2moro i nid to pass up my"yanz".BUT, my group are nt prepare  yet!!What can i do nw??facing it ??ponteng??F**k!!y just me and kalyn do???y???all of u dun hav any contribution!i hate "yanz".I dislike ppl "tao bi",bt nw i am doing tat thing..i really hate it..so tat means i hate myself??OMG = =